Today was good, I guess. Discovery didn't really help me discover much, rather ironic. But still, it was fruitful, going through the lessons and thinking of hooks for the kids. I can already imagine the lessons!
There was this little something that Leroy mentioned to me earlier, about commitment. He was talking about the Sec ones, about committing your next 6 years to them, not giving up, persevering all the way through.
I realized that commitment doesn't just apply to the teaching, but to almost everything else.
Commitment to your studies. That, I evidently lacked. Commitment to your future career. Commitment to your religion. Commitment to your spouse.
Can I count on myself to commit, fully, with knowledge that He will provide?
Just as I was thinking about that line above, a song come up on my iTunes.
Carry on, my wayward son.
There'll be peace when you are done.
Lay your worried head to rest;
Don't you cry no more.
A message? Or just pure coincidence? I choose to believe the former, not because I want reassurance, but because I know that He is trying to speak to me, through whatever medium possible.
What does that verse mean? Up to interpretation, I have absolutely no idea, but I really do want to know.
Know His plan for me. Know what is ahead. However, just as the Liang Wei said, you don't need to know everything. Have faith, and He will provide.
Have faith.
Everything about you, is so easy to love.
I realize that I've been writing in a narrative style for most of my posts. Gives that storybook feel to my life, doesn't it?
And I believe in the Kingdom come
When all the colors bleed into one.
You broke the bonds and loosened the chains.
Carried the cross,
Of my shame.
You know I believe it.
But I still haven't found, what I'm looking for.
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