(a) tired after 5 solid lack-of-sleep nights
(b) not gonna talk because my throat is really killing me
(c) sad because my headphones just died on me
(d) happy because it's raining at night
Cell group chalet was okay, I guess. Not what I hyped it out to be, but then again, nothing ever is.
I sort of miss the other two Fairsians when they weren't around, sounds like a gay bromance.
Night cycling was fun, especially when it rained. As those drops of water fell on me, I truly felt alive.
The cycling also really made me realize my place. I'm nothing, without His hand guiding me, showing me the path.
I sort of bonded with the others, or those that bothered to come. Had this nice chat with Joel about kelongs and fishing. It's nice to see that beneath all those differences that all of us have, we're very similar people.
Had this chat with Deric about our thoughts, and it made me realize that I really read into stuff too much. Not everything has a inner meaning, sometimes, you just have to take stuff for what they are; it's face value. Sometimes, there's no message waiting to be heard underneath that action, and that's why you don't get a reply most of the time.
But that doesn't mean I'm gonna change the way I see things. Sooner or later, I'm gonna understand someone's inner message to me. And when that day comes, I'm not gonna let that message, and the opportunity it brings, go.
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