Undisclosed Desires

God will make a way,

When there seems to be no way.

He works in ways we cannot see.

He will make a way for me.

He will be my Guide,

Hold me closely to His side.

With love and strength for each new day,

He will make a way.

He will make a way.

Today was a very good day. I found God speaking to me in the most unlikely of places, from the least expected of people.

And when he spoke, I listened. I think I did.

Brought my brother around for SP and NP's open houses today, and it felt good. To help others. Without expecting anything in return.

A door has opened up for me, somehow. Another opportunity. There for the taking. I guess God really didn't leave anything out, and he made sure that today was fruitful. Thank You, God.

As today passed, I grew confident. Maybe a little too confident, believing in my own abilities rather than have faith in Him. And when that happened, the door shut. One of them, anyway. Just reminds me that I can't rely on my own strength, and it's only through Him, that I can succeed.

I don't know if this is the right path for me, but I will have faith. In His will, His way for me.

But that doesn't mean I can just slack off and expect Him to provide. I need to do my part, for things to fall into place.

You're all I want,

You're all I need.

I'm amazed by the love parents have for their children. All those times, when I betrayed my parents's trust, lied to them, wasted their time and money. After all of that, they still support me, give me a roof over my head, and love me. It's only now, that I understand all the pains they've gone through, just to give me the best.

All that, and I've done nothing to even begin to repay them.

Now, I truly understand the real meaning of family.

& although the path ahead of me may be foggy, filled with doubt and anxiety, I know, that there'll always be people supporting me.

And whatever it is, God will make a way.

On a lighter note, I'm glad to say that there's finally some headway on the Snickers Conundrum. It's not much, but it'll do for now.

I realize that my blog posts are really, more than anything, reflecting on my current state of mind. Now that my heart's fully set on God, almost every post has Christian undertones. Sweet eh?

Yes, I may not be a perfect Christian, but I'm trying my best. Besides, no one ever reaches that peak, that hallowed area of perfection.

And considering the circumstances, I think I'm doing pretty well.

Sorry for the messy content in this post, there's just too many emotions coming out from me now, and I need someway to release it. I promise it won't be like this the next time.