Night lights and silence.

Today was a different experience, to say the least. I never tried Arab food before.

I always preferred nighttime to the day. It's a lot quieter, and allows me room to think. Or just to relax and listen to music.

That was written last Wed, but I never had the inspiration to finish it.

Just found out that Alden has a blog. Shows how much I really "know" about my friends. I swear, Deric and Syad's gonna come up with a joint blog next.

It sucks, to be let down by others that you trust. And to let down those that trust you.

I had this sort of awakening on Saturday. I was at my granduncle's place, I think. Anyway, it's some huge private estate sort of place. Architecture was like wtf. Looked like something out of my dreams. Totally surreal. 

Yeah, so I met up with my cousins, and caught up with them. Most of them went home early, and that left a few of us, me, my brother, Carissa, Alissa, Leonard & Leonara(LOL).

Most of them fell asleep, Carissa and I went to join the big ones at the dining table. They were having this discussion about religion.  It was like a freaking debate. There were like two sides, each headed by one of my granduncles. Uncle Jimmy was representing the Buddhist/Non-Christian sides, while Uncle Peter was representing the Christian side.

I listened, thought about it, and even though I'm feeling quite confused about my beliefs right now, I come out in support of Christianity. I don't know why, but I just did. I felt as if I was being called to open the eyes of Uncle Jimmy. Totally random yes?

I'm still feeling extremely confused right now, and I need answers.

I realised that Carissa and I have quite a lot of similarities, hah.

The apartment's still beautiful, though. The view from the rooftop is just amazing.

Friends. How many of the people I know, and count as friends will actually help me when I need help.

Although I love my friends in TP, those at Anfield and FMSS still come before them. I've known most of the Anfielders for almost 3 years, and shared more than just 100plus with them. People like Deric, Syad, Alex, Alden. They've been around for almost 8 years, and will probably be around for the next 8. That's not saying that I don't value my TP friends, I love them lots too. But 10, 15 years down the road, who are the people that's gonna be at my side?

Damn.

*And what's up with all those How Well Do You Know Me quizzes lol. Everyone's putting such retarded questions, me included. Just because I don't know what's your favorite pizza topping doesn't mean that I don't know you well. Doesn't like 12 years of cousin-ship count?Meh.

I found something else to do in the holidays, other than gaming and soccer. Completing Season 4 of Prison Break. Just because I've read the wiki, doesn't mean I know everything about it.

And Robert Knepper's been cast in Heroes! OMG. My favorite character in Prison Break's in my favorite show! The carnival busker's my favorite character even before I've seen him. This is what killing Nathan off does to you, goddamn.

I need to sleep if I am to wake up for soccer @ SAFRA tomorrow.

*This is referring to my cousin, Gabriel. What a freaking gay, with all those retarded questions.