Before I forget.

CNY has been quite alright, it's nice to know that people see the progress I'm trying to make.

But hey, I'm not changing to show others, to improve myself in their judgements of me.

I had this talk with my brother about how different we'd be if we grew up closer to my dad's side of the family. One thing's for sure, I'd never be a Christian, I'd never have met the people I have, I'd never be who I am today.

I'm not saying that I'm perfect, in fact, I'm far from it. I'm just marveling at how the Lord works, how He changed my life without me knowing.

I've been listening to bands I'd forgotten recently. Bands like New Found Glory, Armor For Sleep, Green Day, Aiden. After all that time, they still appeal to me, after 2-3 years. I guess I've not really changed, at least musically.

Still, everybody's changing, and I don't feel the same.

This song really means a lot to me, quite the story of my life.

At Least I'm Known For Something- New Found Glory

I'm in and out of conversation

It's hard to keep my attention locked down

So don't take offence to anything i say

I tried so hard to keep you coming back my way

But you don't know that, and I'm the one to blame for it

Cause I'm best known for failure

Best known for giving up

There's nothing that I can say that can matter that can matter enough

Cause I'm best known for failure

Best known for giving up

There's nothing that I can say that can matter that can matter enough

I've figured out my situation

I am an endless source of useless information

Give me bad news 'cause it's already been expected

I let my front down

And i know i will regret it

But you don't know that, and I'm the one to blame for it

Cause I'm best known for failure

Best known for giving up

There's nothing that I can say that can matter that can matter enough

Cause I'm best known for failure

Best known for giving up

There's nothing that I can say that can matter that can matter enough

Lets get down to business now

I'm saving myself the trouble in the end

So lets get down to business now

I'm saving myself the trouble in the end

(Saving myself the trouble)

But you don't know that, and I'm the one to blame for it

Cause I'm best known for failure

Best known for giving up

There's nothing that I can say that can matter

I'm the one to blame for this

Yes I'm the one to blame

Best known for failure

Best known for giving up

There's nothing I can say that can matter

That can matter enough

Nothing that I can say, that can matter enough.